last few years of my life...

well the last few years of my life can be easily summed as follows...

""I'm tired of being what others want me to be,

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface,

Don't know what they're expecting of me,

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes,

Every step that I take is another mistake,

And every second I waste is more than I can take,

I've become so numb,

I've become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming,

this all I want to do Is be more like me and be less like you....""