Wide Eyed Wanderer

the d day is finally over.. i've successfully completed my ILP... but strange enough i never thought i would get so attached to all my associates. How strange is the human nature, its always able to find ways of getting along with others... ILP was real fun, i bet no bollywood movie would have much more emotions in it than the two month ILP story.. it had all the ingredients of a blockbuster movie, with suspense, thrill, mystry, fun, a bit romance here or there... surprisingly enough m really gonna miss quite a lot of things the evaluations, the moodle exams, the sessions, the labs... Next week on it will be all together a different story.. a new place, new office and some new associates...

yup, the mission stands accomplished.. As i'd mentioned in my last post, i've finally completed my java evaluations n dat too in some great style. Guys, the scores for my java evaluations stand at 6 , 73, 80, 80, 66 ... What else can anyone ask more for. Its a great feeling to be where i've come today and the way i've managed to do it, is sumthing worth an extra topping. I know m exaggerating a bit but sitting here and writing this blog i can tell you one thing for sure that i've managed to know quite a lot about the java language. Guys i've cleared my java and j2ee exams and its no easy task for sure, especially if the time given to you is 2 weeks. Nyways the other news is dat i've been allocated to mumbai. So i'll be moving to dat place soon, probably by early next month. M really looking forward to some hiphop time there. What? I wont be able to njoy myself thr!! Who said so, i know i'll be working and life in Indian IT industry hardly leaves you ...

wtf? yeah dats what i am feeling right now... Why? coz. i can't access my blog from office. Thanks to the company i work for, they've denied me access to my blog. Nyhow i still have other ways to get through. Well enough of it, the thing is dat i've just realised how it feels to be knocked out in a boxing ring in front of thousands of people. You must be thinking what am talking about, okay let me make it clearer for you but the thing is that i m still in a state of shock, y? coz. i've failed very badly today in a challenge i took for myself. I am really sorry for having dissapointed everyone who had pinned his hopes on me but wait y m i feeling so sad. Am not gonna cry over this silly exam after all life's full of highs and lows and this was just one such thing that is past now. It's just like i had stopped at some place in my journey for coffee and the coffee turned out to be of bad taste. So, let's move on and hope that the next ...

So here we go... m back for my next post from bhubaneshwar, the city of temples. Yup, temples thr r a lot of them. Nywayz dats not what m gonna right about. Its been almost a month here n contrary to my early notions its been quite a good time. As usual i've made some new friends rather too many of them. Especial mention for 3S's(m the fourth one), Jassi Singh, Mahendra babu, big bro, baniya, dexter, (the pyscho group), (Maggie and Top Ramon), (the different platforms Dos, XP and Vista). I m really starting to enjoy my time now and able to understand what people meant when they said that ILP is a paid vacation, though dats not really true. It is fun but not for all. For me its really been a good ride up till now thanks to my deal with the special one. He's taken care of most of the things happening around me and i hope he continues to do so. Okay dats enough for now... Gotta study for my next evaluation. Yeah, still four evaluations are left and i've got a very busy sch...

Finally it looks like i've given up to my life, instead of fighting with fate, destiny or what ever u call it, i've started living my life the way it comes to me and it seems to be goin fine for me. I am writing this blog from Bhubaneshwar, where i'll be staying for next 2 months, feels like a lot of time haan but m pretty sure it will pass away quickly. Time really moves fast and by fast i mean really fast. I wish i could continue writing about life here but i'll have to go for now, coz i got to study for my next evaluation!! yeah evaluations!! got too many of them, i just cant get away from them.. i hope i could but dats not my choice afterall life doesnt give you very many chances... n if at all it does then you should make full use of the opportunity given to you.

Yes, I was always hesitant to try things in case I failed but I find I can try them and blow me down, I can do them... its nice to surprise yourself at times... or the life becomes dull.. Its these surprises that fill your life with colours... "The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable...For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers." -M. Scott Peck

i being poor, i have only my dreams.. i have spread my dreams under ur feet.. tread softly, because u tread on my dreams.. (c) "Equilibrium"