Mixed feelings....

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Past couple of hours i've been having these mixed feelings doing rounds in my mind and clearly most vocal being that of being a loser, the fear of losing.

This all started with that second last over of Piyush Chawla before which the Mumbai Indians needed 32 runs off 2 overs to win but at the end of this over the equation changed to 5 runs off last over to win and they did win in the end. May be my this over optimistic attitude is nothing but an illusion in this realistic world. 
The successful are those who are realistic and yet dream of something out of the league by taking risks. Clearly not the ones who are over dreamy of things and try to be realistic at time. 
I guess its time for me to get serious about life on the whole.
There have been so many things going on off lately in my life. I clearly need to prioritize them and chuck out the ones that are just too dreamy. Miracles do happen, agreed but they do not happen everyday. And am surely not thinking the right way, by expecting such miracles to happen in every other situation that i end up in.
MBA, Executive course and Onsite assignment: What not is in there my mind right now.
Oh God, this is driving me nuts. 
Hey see here you get back talking to God for help. Guys i seriously need some fresh air, before things get out of hand. 

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